a month

I think i look ugly & stupid in the GIF. I can't help but keep laughing at it. Don't expect much when it's a super last minute thing. I had to keep retaking, download software, ask jasmine for help, upload in photobucket & all.. Anyway it's for MY BOYFRIEND so here it goes :

Woolala

Sore throat & cough. Decided to skip school & rest at home. Spent quality of time on the bed & watching WGM - Gain & Jokwon !!!!
Breakfast - Porridge Lunch - Porridge Dinner - Apple =(( -Feeling hungry-
First time ever in my 18th years of life my brother accompanied me to see a doctor!!!! First time ever i heard him scolded FUCK!!!! Wo0o0o0o~ I remembered when we were young, i scolded vulgar & he slapped my mouth after which turned into a fight. So i don't really dare to use vulgar at home in case he will slap me again.. Now things are different.. LOL.

Me & my brother donkey years ago~
Fuck fuck fuck .
Hahahaha.

P/s: Still i am trying not to say it as often when i'm home or outside

Missyou

MR FATTY BOMB BOMB YOUR MISS SKINNY IS MISSING YOU SO MUCH NOW!!!!

P/s: Mr Fatty called !!!!!

TMD

I'm back from meeting Boyfriend... Went to eat Mac despite both of us are still feeling sick. I ordered MacSpicy ~ I really need to eat something sinful cause i was feeling terrible... Thanks Boyfriend for keep trying to make me laugh & forget that incident.. Thanks for coming down though you are sick & even send me home when i was really scared. ILOVEYOU!!!

An hour after that incident I went to the Police Station. Thanks Ms for accompanying me over. Spent quite some time there.. Luckily i did not wash my hands & i managed to scratch that fucker if not the police won't be able to track down that mother fucker.. HEY PREPARE TO GET CAUGHT CCB !!!! Though the whole process was very tiring but it's all worth it if the police is able to catch him... Let's pray hard he will be caught!! Thanks to that fucker i am scared of going home alone but still that's not gonna stop me!!! I may look weak but i am not.. I didn't shed a single tears. I was just feeling very angry for not being able to catch him. Was too shocked to give him a few punches in his face or kick his fucking balls.. I blamed myself for my slow reaction & he managed to molest me & ran off... Argg~

Boyfriend was reading to me this chinese article with his cui chinese(just kidding).. A 16 years old BOY molested young girls in the lift. Youngest was 9, oldest was 12 in North area around Hougang & Tampiness.. Girls pls BEWARE!!! CCB i really hope is this fucker !!!! Thanks for thinking that i am young but i am not. I am 19 years old this year!!! PCB.

Hey Fucker did i managed to shock you??? Are you shocked that i will walked back & asked you What the fuck you want & managed to "fight" with you before you ran down the stairs like a dog??? You have totally target the WRONG person! I am not freaking scared of molester like you .

Everyone was shocked when i told them about the incident. They thought i will quickly walk off & cry but sorry NO. There's nothing to be scared off even though it's abit stupid of me thinking he will not molest me again... Such bastard should be stop!

Let's just hope the police will catch him & he get what he deserves.. Thanks close friends for concerning.. Pls be more beware when you are going home from now on!!! I shared this with everyone because i don't wanna more girls to be molested. Not because i am trying to say i am brave or whatever shit you can think of. We should not be scare or frighten by those Perverts!! Who say girls are weak huh FUCKERS.

Beware of this fucker molester:

- He press the last level of your block or higher then your level
- Around the age of secondary student
- Use a sony ercisson blue flip phone
- Around 1.60cm
- Short hair cut
- Slim fit
- Fair

I am feeling so damn uncomfortable now!!! Been hearing some many cases of molesters cases this few days!! What have the world become to.. Oh my god!! GIRLS PLS BE MORE BEWARE !!!!

BEWARE

GIRLS PLEASE FUCKING BEWARE OF MOLESTERS OUT THERE!!
BE MORE AWARE OF YOUR SURROUNDINGS.
NO MATTER DAY OR NIGHT.
DON'T THINK MOLESTERS ARE ONLY OLD UNCLES!!
TODAY THEN I KNOW THERE ARE YOUNG ONES!! YOUNGER THEN ME!
GIRLS SHOULD NOT SUFFER IN SILENT.
YOU SHOULD GO & MAKE A REPORT LIKE NOW I AM GOING TO MAKE ONE!!
CCB BETTER DON'T LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN.
I WILL KICK YOUR BALLS OUT I FUCKING SWEAR.
I WILL BEAT YOU UP UNTIL YOUR FAMILY CANNOT RECOGNIZE YOU.
A FEW SCRATCHED MARKS ON YOUR ARM WAS TOO EASY FOR YOU.
ARGGG!!

Sat

Went for facial as my pimples are all popping out all of a sudden. My skin feel so much better now. Went to 313 - New Look. Bought a cardigan instead a proper CNY clothes.. Ouch! Ouch!
Did a on the spot exchange gift at Forever21 with Jasmine for our bleated Christmas present =pp

Walked around town before meeting her SS05 friends?? Had our dinner at Astons. The queue was freaking long. We took in total 70mins to get seated & food served to us. The food was not bad & price reasonable. Gonna bring Idiot there =)) We both love to eat ^^


Headed to Jasmine's house after dinner~ Shared many stuffs with my childhood friend ^^

BYE =D

Thursday

Skipped S&W because i was simply too freaking tired!!! Bad news got to make up a few lessons during March holidays =((
One hour of lesson then listen to an entrepreneur talk (2hours) ... The first speaker was rather interesting. He can tell our strength & weakness just by looking at our handwriting.. So freaking cool can !!! Of course i am not the lucky few who managed to get him to read my handwriting.

Few more weeks to CNY & i haven't bought a single piece of new clothes !!! I am so gonna shopping this Sat. Please pray hard my size is available *Cross Fingers* Why are there so many skinny people in the world -Arggg- My size is ALWAYS oos on their web =(( Mad mad mad angry!!! On a brighter side, my bank is so freaking save when my size are always oos. Weee~~ Yes i have spilt personalites. I am so contrading =)))

Baby will be away this weekends. Gonna start planning what i am gonna do for my weekends. I wanna bake on Sun but i flipped mummy's cooking books. There is nothing i feel like baking =(( I should search the nets for receipe later on....

I should start doing some exercise too. Running or swimming ^^ My tummy is growing every single day. Baby say he is gonna feed me with more food .... NOOOOOOO~

Gonna collect my book from the library too.. Gonna read it during sat when those aunties do their massage & facial =(( Myabe i can paint my nails on the spot too!!! Hahahaha..

I am feeling so freaking happy now ^^ Girlfriend sms-ed today(FINALLY)!!! Maybe we are gonna meet up next week. Have to see that busy girl schedule again.. 6 years of friendship still must book appointment one man -sad- Anyway i am still happy to think we are gonna meet up next week =))) -Jumping up & down-

LOVE

Morning was a bad hair day =(( My hair was duper curl which make me decided to rebond my hair !!! Wanted to go for a cheap home saloon but the appointments are all fully book until CNY =(( Should i wait or search for another saloon??

Lunch time was busy talking to boyfriend on the phone. I asked Buddy to help me buy nuggets & i passed him 2bucks cause i do not have any change. In the end i was freaking shocked!!! He spent all the money i gave him on 8 nuggets ==' Best part in the morning i bought 4 nuggets already... Totally in a day i ate 12 CHICKEN NUGGETS!! I see fats growing in my body =(((

I like Boyfriend's mama Bakuteh ~~<3
I like Boyfriend's niece(CUTE) & nephew( HANDSOME + SUPER ACTIVE)
I like sitting beside boyfriend watching him playing his game while i listen to the songs in his ipod myself!!! =pp
I like sitting at our usual spot.
I like the way i will miss every single bus until the last bus arrive.
I like all the stuffs you do simply because i love you =DDD

Sick

Hello... I am sick =( I really am sick but i know i don't look like one. HAHAHAHA. Been staying at home for 2 days... Spent most of the time with my Mr.Idiot boyfriend online =(((
It was mummy who brought me to see the doctor.. Boyfriend WANTED to bring me to see the doctor but i don't allowed cause the distance is too far for him.... Anyway i also don't wanna be so independent on him =D I am a big girl already.
Anyway MS friend said i looked like 13-14 years old!!! 5 years different can ~ I like her friend (Y) =pp

Who can i tell this secret of mine?
I no longer trust this space & the people reading it.
I am feeling so confused. I seriously thought it was over...
You are the least i wanna hurt but why i always seems to hurt you??
I am feeling so scared right now.
I wanna tell you but i don't know how to start the conversation.
Will you forgive me & not feeling hurt if i tell you?

l-a-z-y

I feel so damn lazy to start studying now.. How? How? How??
I know i got to start now if not i can't score well for this Tuesday & have to stay back every day from 5pm - 6.30pm !!! My teacher suck big time =='
I am freaking bored.. Even though there is totally nothing for me to do in front of Mr.C. I still don't feel like shutting it down...
Why is there project to do later.. If not i still can drag for a little while more =(((
Gonna push myself & freaking start studying at 1.00am !!!!


P/s: I need a little personal space cause i know in that situation, we will both be unhappy.

Happybithdaymummy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY!!!!
Hope you love this year event though it was something simple =)))
Mummy bought too many food!!
I feel freaking bloated now =((
Anyway hope my mummy is happy =DDD
Gonna treat her after i get my freaking pay.
*Cross Fingers*
Hope it comes soon..

MUMMY I LOVE YOU !!!

I MISS YOU MR.IDIOT !!!!
I LOVE THE MORNING & GOODNIGHT CALLS.
YOU TOUCHED MY HEART AGAIN & AGAIN.
YOU MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE NO ONE EVER DID.
THANKS FOR BEING MY LISTENING EARS & THE MOTIVATIONS.

P/s:Gonna start studying now if not mr.idiot won't call me later at night =((

The Quiet Listener

You are the ones that your friends come to for advice, for you are always ready willing and able to listen to whatever it is they need to say. Even though people who aren't your friends view you as shy & quiet, your friends know how crazy, wild & noisy you really can be. Some might say that you wear a "mask" that only friends can completely break down.

SO FREAKING TRUE!!!
I am always ready to listen to other people's problems. I am not as shy & quiet you people think =))) Only small number had seen the other side of me =p

Sunday

A nice Sunday being at home, lying at my bed watching variety shows... I love it so much (Y).
Gonna meet Mr. Idiot later =)) Wish he live nearer to me.. I wanna spend more time with him & not waiting for the slow bus to arrive..
Opps =X Mr.Idiot sms-ed me already & i have yet to prepare anything.. Awwww~
Goodbye =)))


P/s: Idiot say i looked like ah ma wearing that top =((

Tumblr

Hellllooooo~ I created a tumblr account just for fun. Kidnapbyyou will still be my private blog for my close friends & some smart ass out there who found my blog =))
Tumblr is so fun where you can find many inspirations/drop jaw pictures/fashion & many more!!!
What's more boyfriend will be reading my tumblr account ^^ He totally have no idea i have this personal space of mine ( i guess?) Idiot if you happen to know my blog, please go away~!! Hahaha.
My mood is feeling btr when he started talking to me. I guess i can never get mad or sad with things about him for long... Sorry girl for not telling you what happened -shy-
Boyfriend asked me to wait for him to end his last game because he wanna tell me goodnight on the phone or something. Hope the game end fast. Boyfriend wore the tee that i bought for him from thailand just now to meet his friends!! He love it so much but he must be very careful when wearing it.. Cause there is a word on the shirt which is TEAMWORK & a picture of 3 guys beating up a guy. LOL. Yeps teamwork in beating up a guy!!!! So humorous right =p
Should stop flooding words here~ Goodnight!!

skipped school

Burning fats activity was cancelled due to the mother nature...
Was preparing to go school when i received that friends are not going so i skipped school. Who will goes to school w/o friends.
Spend time reading stomp watching razortv & some variety shows.. Was laughing the hell out of me when i read some of the stories.. oh my~
I miss a very busy girl & another one who is always not free. When will we get to eat our steamboat huh huh huh..... I hate you girls =='

My poor idiot is sick. Gave him a call during my break time to make sure he is alright.
Rushed home immediately to put down my stuff & went over to meet him.
Idiot's face was as white as a piece of paper =(((
Managed to make idiot eat something plain. I also ordered the same food as him =))) Wanna share the good & bad times with him.
Let him saw the clumsy side of me.. I freaking don't know how to eat noodle with chopsticks =='
Left his area around 9 plus after chatting for hours!!! =DDDD
Idiot wish came true, his fever came back. Wished him recover soon but he don't want accept. He say he wanna be sick till tomorrow then claim MC =='



P/s:I love all the things you told me =)))
P/s: I'm glad you are opening your door of secrets to me =)))

Helllo School

School was supposed to start yesterday but because 2 of my lessons were cancelled, school starts today for my class =)) Thanks both of my buddies who pointed me middle fingers when i saw them from far away.. What a great morning to start with ==' Sherman brought us gifts from korea~~~

HRA was debating .... I just sit there & played Texas Poker on Sherman's phone the whole time!! I think i am hooked up with poker even though i always loss. Hahaha. Had early lunch break followed by WFB then home sweet home cause TPS was cancelled =))

Chatted with mama last night & she knew i have a boyfriend. I wanted to tell her when we are more stable but since she asked i just tell her the truth =)) I am very happy with my boy now, mummy. He may be cheeky but when it's time to be serious he is super serious. I have alot to learn from him =))

Thanks that you found & still love the imperfect me...
Sorry for making you angry but thanks for telling me my bad point straight in my face.
Sometimes i do hate my mouth. I hate the way i talk w/o processing it through my brain.
It's one of the reason why i hate to talk...
I like to sit at one side & listen.
I feel happy & safe keeping my mouth shut.
This is why i have a few friends & i am none of my teachers favourite student.

Baby enlightened me another stuff.
I know why i am a boring girl.
It's because i am still in my comfort zone.
I am lazy to step out my first step.
I make myself boring...
I should start finding some activities to do.

Now i know 2 of my bad points, i should do some serious thinking & change it.


P/s:Thanks Baby. I'm really glad i found you.

Sweetness

I'm back spending half day with my precious idiot boyfriend =DDD We went to watch "Alvin & the chipmunks". I think he dislike such movie but still he accompanied me to watch w/o complaining =)) He did complain abit that he wanna watch Treasure Hunt because of Lin Zhi Ling. FAT HOPE IDIOT!!! Hahahaha.

Slacked outside the mall & we did some random talking. I told him this year 14feb will be both Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day. Next moment, he kissed me & told me Happy Valentine's Day!!!! I gave him the lame expression, kissed him back & told him Happy Birthday!!! Hahahaha. My boyfriend is such an idiot right!! He make me love & hate him so much at the same time =)))

Gonna miss my idiot for the next 6days before we can meet each other again =((

2010

Happy New Year, 2010 =))
I hate love my idiot boyfriend.
Did not managed to countdown or celebrate the first day of 2010 with him =((
I am gonna kick his butt tomorrow.
No more canceling of plans please.
Cause i really miss you & your XOXO.