Scared

I"m afraid to know my own feelings ...
I scared ily.
Maybe, no, yes, alittle ??
What will i do if it is true??
I hope i will never know..
I don"t wish to spoil our friendship
I wish things can remain like this as long as possible..

i hearts XMS

Saturday

Darling GF was so sweet.. She swap places with her friends & work at The Cathay with me =D Travelled to town with her ^^ Since we are still early, we shopped around PS & i already started spending money before work =(

So proud of GF!!! She sold a total of 10 cups =D So damn fun working with her ^^ Saw a few of our secondary seniors too.. Chatted with Ben!!! We freaking lost contact after i quited Band. He still looked the same.. In band, beside my section he was the person i am closest with. He really taught me lots of stuffs like how to march w/o feeling so tired + it is 90 degrees.. Talked to me & made me laugh after every torturing practices from my section leader... He is a very nice guy =D Was damn shocked he told me his "O" level result!!! Oh my god hate him sooooo much.... Was glad we are able to catch up a little & thanks for the hit on the head twice =='

Last day of work with cousin (Dumber) & first + last time working with GF =( December onwards will be running around Singapore 7-11 ... GF if your friend don wanna work with you tell me i will work with you ^^

Supposed to met friends for supper but all fly us areoplane.. So GF & i had candle light supper around Hougang mall & she watched me eat the famous wanton meee~ Told her something which i wanna keep as secret.. XMS shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Top top secret!!!!

Shared a cab home & home sweet home =p We decided to web cam & take some picures cause we didn't take any during the evening..






Play time is over. Gonna start mugging from now on..

-Have my script done & let Mrs Tan see
-Tps CA1 (tuesday)
-WFB Ca1 (thur)
-Sve Role Play(thur)

Havocc after this week =D I wanna find a place to slack & drink ^^ I will study hard!!! Thanks for the concern everyone =)

I am having so many difficulties typing this post out & carrying out my normal activities =( Because..... find the odd finger from below =(

Yes i stupidly hurt that most important finger of mine!!! Told 2 ppl about it & from their expression i can see "Speechless" cause it is really damn freaking dumb... ==' So i am not gonna write it down here =p

How was your holiday spent?? I was supposed to work in the evening shaking legs & earn my 1.5 pay but the XXXX girl thought i was not working & scheduled some other girl to take over me. Pls scream WTF for me... =(

As i thought i was gonna rot at home wasting my holiday. I went out to meet KC.. Met him at Bedok as i wanna try the food from Simpang Bedok but later which changed to Katong for Katong Laska.

So many things happened in the process.. Got so many nagging from him =( After which we trained down to Yishun. Watched 2012 with Xiang & Qh. Slacked at Mac & i had my Mac chicken though i am sick ^^ Cabbed home around 4am =p

Meeting XMS later cause she is working at the same place with me =D Gonna scoop a huge amount of ice cream for her ^^

Secret

I don't feel comfortable posting my feelings here anymore.. I am gonna shut down my feelings & thinking to kpo-s out there.. If you are really concern about me talk to me & i will tell you(maybe)... Currently i prefer to keep my secrets to nobody but myself. I am gonna be this cool~~~ I don't think anyone can understand me anymore.

P/s:Thanks a million.I hope this will last =D

Sick

-Skipped school due to the terrible throat pain & blocked nose
-Planned to meet XMS for brunch but was cancelled cause she was not feeling well too
-Watched Hi, My Sweetheart
-Had salmon porridge
-Drank 6 cups of "Ju Hua Cha"
- Ate some pills & went to sleep
-Woke up feeling much better
-Studied Unit 3
-Received sms in the evening, there will be no qns from unit 3. TMD SUPER ANGRY I SPENT HOURS STUDYING IT.
-I maybe getting warning letter ==' I go no idea why too!!! I only skipped school like once?? Gonna find out from the teacher.... Argg
-Thanks P for the concern & making me feel better by laughing at your nonsenses.
-Mama is gonna bring me see a doctor =(
-Headache is here to visit me....
-I wanna go for Swap & Shop Flea but hell the day crashes !!!! -Angry-
-Stop sms-ing me about the spree. Feeling so damn sad i can't attend it =(

1st step

First time i went shopping alone!! -Give myself a pat on the head- Went Daiso & i bought 3 items ^^Thanks P for keep sms-ing me & giving me weird & crazy suggestions =) Walked to Heeren to meet up with Cousin (Ling) & Eunice for Heineken briefing... Locations are changed.. Gonna spend 24,25 & 26 at Boat Quay, 9pm-1am.... NICE CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION ==' After briefing the 3 of us went to meet our friends at Cine.. Met up with P & accompanied him walked to Wisma. He went off to meet his friends while i took train home... I got sandwich in train & bus damn badly!!!

I think i am gonna fell sick =( Throat hurts & have a little bit of running nose.. Oh no~~ CA in 2 days time... Always feeling sick when exam is round the corner =='

Spent 3hours getting ready. You know Girls are always taking their own sweet time to doll up =) I did not know i took so long till my mummy told me & i was shocked. HAHAHA.

Pictures taken before leaving the house ^^





I wore something simple & sweet to match my cute blue shoes ^^ Did not wear any accessories except a ring from ST. Mummy my neck & ears feel so EMPTY.(A inside joke to my mum=p) It's the 4th time in my life i wore a tube dress out. I just don't have the confident in myself & i think it is rather expose. Thanks to my Mummy, she made me wear it out w/o a cardigan..

Brought Mummy walked around Ion as she had never been there... Walked to Taka Burberry to show Mummy the wallet i want & hoping she will buy it for me ..... Mummy said the original one was nicer but still i did not managed to convince her =( Oh well oh well ~ A present for myself for my 21st Birthday!!(Hopefully)

Next stop Robinson.. Mummy bought some stuffs for me & we went to eat at a Shanghai Restaurant. Ordered a meal for 2 which consisted of Jiang Jiang mian, meat+veg+rice , wanton with hot chili sauce, sweet & sour soup, XLB & desert. Wo0o0o0o~ So freaking full =D -Rubbing stomach with a big wide smile-

Sent Mummy off to the nearest mrt & i went off to work at Cine ==' Aww~ I hate Cine management!! The managers all kns. I will never watch movie at Cine!!! I rather walk to The Cathay & watch. The managers & staffs there are much more friendly. The manager there once gave cousin & i a hot dog bun to share.. Freaking good right!!!!! Scooped the freaking hard ice cream for 4 hours.. Scooped until my hand TREMBLED =( Thanks to cousin's friend we have free cup corn & ice lemon tea. Managed to leave the place at 11pm. Always can't join cousins for Supper cause of the stupid bus & mrt timing ==' Next week will be the last week working for HD!! Wo0o0o0o~

Wanted to study in the night but was simply too tired.. S-O-R-R-Y to someone who i said i will study.. Hehehee.

Camwhored before removing my make up:

I wish things will remain like now.
Not taking a step forward or a step back =)

Psychology Personality Quiz/ Love Test Quiz

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.

You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.

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1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. You chose the short road. You fall in love quickly and easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. You give 95% and expect 5% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend. You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality. You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.

Unlucky day

-Woke up L-A-T-E
-Waited damn long for the bus
-Took bus from interchange to school
-Was busying looking at my phone & forgot to press the freaking bell
-Alighted at the next super far bus stop
-Walked to school with another girl who was also busy staring at her phone
-SO "LUCKY" a not =='
-Had S&W
-Ate rice as breakfast around 9.30am(RARE)
-HRA
-Break.Play with tarot cards.
-SVE - Best position!! Sat under the fan when it was raining cats & dogs
-Feeling cold like hell!!!!
-WFB
-HOME SWEET HOME =D
-Shared an ella ella with Angelia
-Waited for the stupid bus for freaking long in the end 2 bus came at the same time...
-One evil monster make me laugh & angry at the same time for don know how many days already... LOL
-Someone owe me 5 apple pies =D Gonna stuff myself with apple pies till death !!!!

Helllooo ~~~<3 Am having 1hr30mins break w/o buddy & iphone :( Blogging now using my phone :p Finally test was over. Didn"t manage to confuse my teacher will my neat handwriting LOL.. Hope i can score well hehehehe even though i did not study the day before...

2hrs of lessons & am going to meet Jas for swimming session AGAIN :D Fyi is real swimming not mahjong... I feel so F-I-T ....

Am going to be so busy from now on with exams flooding me to death, project, training & work!!! wo0o0o0.. I see moola coming in too :D


Edited:

Swimming session is cancel due to the dark clouds = rain... I am so bored!! Gonna go disturb my sick MS =D


P/s:Even the cards knew that i WAS sad,heartbroken,hurt..... LOL

Burberry

I LIKE LOVE + I WANT IT BADLY!!! Gonna get something here for my 21st Birthday!!! I know 3 years more.. Better start saving & stop my bank from bleeding first =(
Wo0o0o0o0o~

NICE RIGHT NICE RIGHT!!!!

Any kind soul wanna sponsor me half or totally buy it for MEEEEEE ???? I SWEAR I WILL L-O-V-E YOU FOR LIFE!!!!

P/s: Jas, it will be BEST if you will pick a wallet here & buy it for me ^^

Nerd girl is currently taking a B-R-E-A-K from books.. Been studying HRA for the past 1hr30mins!! Gonna flunk my TPS cause i haven't touchy it yet =( If i can't convince i shall CONFUSE them. Hahaha. Gonna just write down what appears in my mind tml =X

Me love MONDAY =D Morning went to swim with Jas & forever she is LATE. Never mind i like it when she is always late cause i will have free Breakfast ^^ I should start thinking what i wanna eat for next week =p Swam a total of 18 laps =D The weather is so freaking cold & there's totally no sun at all !!!!

Picts taken outside Swimming Complex

Trying so hard to smile & showing my gum at the same time =(
Jas is just too good at it but i am so not jealous of it ^^

Went to have our breakfast as i am super duber hungry. Thanks Jas for 2 plain prata + Roti John + Coffee =D Me like the prata there wo0o0o~ So much nicer then some self named Famous prata shop. Chatted stuffs & what are we gonna do on our get away trip this Dec. I am so exciting!!!! Save save save!!!! I am gonna spend on food only for this month.. NO SHOPPING FOR ME!!! Managed to get a wallet as Christmas present from Jas ^^ I WANT BURBERRRYYYY~ Just joking!!!! She will never get that for me even she strike 4D =(

3 hrs of school & home sweet home ^^

Should start going back to boooooks & complete at least one of the module o.0

long hair