Belated celebration

Belated celebration for Ah Sai at Jalan kayu.

BEER!!!

We love the ambience over there. Was finding such a place to dine in for the longest time. Thumbs up for the food especially the steak, wings & mashed potato!! This 3 are the must eat food. P/s:I don't mind having my celebration over here again =p

Thank you Louis for rushing over & helped us take the cake & present over.
We like LOVE durian!!

Happy 19th Birthday Ah Sai!!
Can't wait to see the video of yours.

Goodbye to Ah Zhu as she still needed to rush home to finish up her assignments. As the night is still young the 3 of us went to fly kite. Yeps fly kite at night. LOL





Now i know flying kite is a super tiring thing.. It's double tiring when i wore my heels!! Nevertheless it is still freaking fun!!! Took many videos about it. Check it out on my fb when Ah Sai decided to upload it.. Louis & Jackass we should meet up more often!!

Ah Sai hope you enjoyed the celebration though it's a short one. You're lucky we did not prepare much stuns for your birthday but worry not there's always next time =ppp Love you~~<3

No more emogirl91

Enough of sad entries. Shall do a lock up post at another space of mine. The new month is coming & lots of activities are already planned. I am so looking forward for my cousin wedding( i haven't buy any new clothes yet!) & Perth.. Perth is really what i needed. I need to be away from here for awhile.
Thank you everyone who showed me care & concern the past few days. Thank you for letting me know you guys are there for me & tried to make me smile. Love you people. Shall meet you guys out during holidays. Better start leaving a date for me!! I'm leaving on the 23 & only will be back on the 29 =)

Happy Birthday

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND; AH SAI.

Though you always bully me. Offline never say goodnight. Webcam with me during school & showed my unglam pictures with your classmates. Always post my ugly pictures. Beat me up. Pinch me. Make ST & me call you 'LaoDa' & many many more. I still love you =DDD -Peace-Lastly 你老了！好老好老 =pp May this friendship of ours last forever !!!

I broke down today. I had enough of hiding my emotions from myself & others. I had to bluff myself that i'm happy, let others vexed their feelings on me when i got totally nothing to do with it & helped others to solve their problem when i can't even cope mine.You guys turned to me when you need help but when i need help where are you guys?
I am so thankful for having a best friend there for me. Though i did not pour out my problems to her but i felt much settle down when i know there's someone who care about me. Someone who i can turn to when i am feeling down.
I am not a strong girl. I am not a very independent person. I need people to care about me. I need people to show their concern towards me. I need people to treat me back how i treated them. Last but not least thanks for showing how much you really "cared".

Thoughts

From the point of outsiders, i may looked dumb/silly being in this relationship. At least from the point of my own brother. As what dumber said & what i always tell others, Love is blind..
It's difficult to find a guy who will love you back. Even if you found a guy who love you back, he might not treat you the right way.
After chatted with dumber, i realized i had been avoiding certain stuffs which i know deep down inside my heart.. I should be more selfish towards myself.. I need to start treating myself better. I need to think more for myself. Nothing last forever except your knowledge.. I should also stop envy others..

Pizza hut

Met Jasmine, Jolene & my Brother at Hougang Mall for Pizza Hut after school.. Thanks Brother for the treat. It's the first time we meet each other out without our parents. We should do it more often. Let's organize another one this June!!! After dinner Jasmine treated us for dessert. Thank you Jasmine =DD Both Jolene & i got to enjoy good food without paying!! This is the best part being the youngest in the family. HAHAHA.

P/s: Help me click my ads!!

I think i am really tired this time.
I am tired of putting in all my efforts & get nothing in return.
It's time i hide the nice me away.
I don't wanna freaking care anymore.
I felt the pain & the struggle once again.

True

Cooperative

You enjoy teamwork, play well with others, and prefer getting along to winning.

You're not compelled to win every contest nor to be right all the time.

Scrupulous

You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.

Acquiescent

You are comfortable in your own skin and don't need to throw your weight around. You'll often choose to be the one who is told what to do rather than the one who's doing the telling, and you sometimes avoid confrontations even if it means that you won't get your way.

You aren't interested in making others bend to your will or in always dishing out criticism. You're not a pushy person, and you like it that way.

Private

You don't see the need to share what you're thinking and feeling with everyone in the world, and you tend to present yourself in a somewhat formal way in order to keep your inmost thoughts to yourself. A high score on the "private" trait is a likely indicator that you are among those who can be happily occupied at home, away from the crowds, but, when the time comes, are equally enthusiastic about packing your bags and taking a trip.

You do not consider yourself a "free spirit," whatever that may be, and you're not comfortable expressing yourself without a bit of self-censorship.

Reserved

You are somewhat shy, or at least unwilling to spend all your time socializing. With you it's true that "still waters run deep," which is why many of your acquaintances never get to know you well.

You are not always ready to talk at the drop of a hat. Whether you're in the office or at a party, you're not likely to be found gabbing away in the middle of a group of people.

Solitary

You are a private person, not very comfortable in a big group, and view excessive socializing as a waste of time.

You not prefer hanging out with others to spending time alone; you do not tend to feel at home in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.

Self-Contained

You like to stick to your own business and leave the power struggles to others; you know who you are and what you believe in, but you don't see any reason to impose your values on everyone else.

You generally don't get involved in organizing or motivating people, and you don't feel the need to always be seen as a big public decision-maker.

Emotional

You let it all hang out, and those around you always know what you're going through.

You are not isolated from your emotions; no one would call you "cold-blooded," or even "cool as a cucumber."

Utilitarian

You put your energy into finding out what works and sticking with it rather than looking for new ideas that might, or might not, change the world.

You don't feel the need to constantly be coming up with new ideas or solving problems with novel solutions.

Stressed Out

You often feel that there's too much on your plate, that you don't have the strength to deal with the bad hand you've been dealt, or that you're going to lose it if you have to deal with one more problem.

You don't always bounce back quickly from adversity; sometimes when you get bad news it can hang over you for a long time.

FML

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P/s:My first ever surprise & flowers are GONE. FML

I'm scared out of a sudden after i heard the question from her.
I got to let it go cause i don't wanna history to repeat itself again.
I hate this weak & fragile side of me.
I need to trust.

when i see you i ran out of words to say

Fatty came all the way down from East just to have breakfast cum lunch with me =DD McGriddles + Ice Milo is LOVE. Shall try KFC breakfast next time. Less then an hour we parted ways. I went town for my facial appointment. Every pores in my face is breathing freely now. No more cloaked pores. Happygirl91! Met Jasmine too. She is becoming more & more pretty now =))
Ate Korean food for dinner & it's G-O-O-D. Shall go back for more more & more.
I am so damn tired already. Shall sleep early & rot at home the whole day.
Goodnight!!!!

Changi Naval Base + Hair Cut

Not a good morning to begin with. Thought i will be late thus i took train down. Was supposed to leave at 8am but somehow dragged till 8.40am. Wasted my money only..
Travelled all the way to Changi Naval Base. Free & easy after we arrived there. Did not take any pictures as i am lazy & the weather is so bloody hot that i don't feel like doing anything except hiding in shelter.
Walked around inside the huge ship. The steps were super steep. I walked up & down until my legs were super tired. The facilites inside the ship are super duber cool.
Spent 4 hours in the open house. The weather is such a bitch & we got to wait for people here & there so that we are able to leave. Pissed off to the max.
I hate going to places filled with humans. Sometimes they just acted so stupid & childish. Fuck you people.. There's nothing to be action/proud about with such character of yours. Please do some reflection.. You only make people look down on you or worst us, as a whole group!
Walked & stopped. Walked & stopped. Walked & stopped. This go on & on for almost an hour before we are able to board a bus & leave the freaking hot place!! Super poor system. The fans feels like they are only for display. Everyone was sweating like mad.. Overall, it's a not bad experience but i will never go again..
Love their seaview near their bunk. It's super duber pretty!! I wish i can sit down & read a book or bring girlfriends or fatty & have some heart to heart talk.
After the whole event, i rushed down to Aunty's saloon. Booked an appointment at 1.30pm but at that time i am still in bus travelling back to school!! I still love Aunty helping me to cut my hair. She totally knows what i want. I just told her i wanna trim & the rest she helped me settle. Now my hair is so light & fringe is not blocking my view anymore.. HappyGirl91.

P/s: My mood will be super duber bad when the weather is bitch hot.

Boring Tue

ENT is super freaking b-o-r-i-n-g. Tuesday lessons is just a waste of time.
Bought CLEO on the way to school & read it during lessons.
Met Fatty for awhile after school =DD
We ate XLB & beef noodles at Din Tai Fung. After which Manago Ice, Pork sticks & lastly Crispy chicken. Fatty sure knows how to eat!!!

Saw this shoes & i love it alot. So pretty!! My mummy gonna kill me if i brought home another super high heels..

P/s:Off to play fb game. Must win FATTY!!!

ooVoo

Crazy moments with Ah Sai. You can see how bored are we.

Got noticed that lessons were cancelled AFTER i reached school under a heavy rain + early morning.. Why can't the teachers informed us earlier?? Was allowed to go home after doing a worksheet. When i went to school the shops are closed. When i went home the shops are still closed. LOL.
I feel so tired.. Should head to bed for a nap no0w.
Goodnight!

Happy Sunday

Last minute shopping session with Ah Zhu. We spend lots of time in F21. In the end, i bought 1 top, 3 rings for the price of 1 & 2 hairbands also for the price of 1..
I am loving F21 more then Topshop now. The romper i wanted online is OOS. Should have purchase it earlier. I feel S-A-D.

Had dinner at SuperDog & there goes our gossip session. Hahahaha. Love gossiping with girlfriends. We always share out our inner feelings & the conversations will always only stay within us.

My new hairband & rings.
Out of the 3 i like the flower the most.

Reached home, dropped my bag & went to search for Jasmine's gifts. Lovely girl bought me a pull over. I love it super much!! Wanted to buy this brand pull over for a long time. The material is super duber thick. I am going to bring it to perth with me. Thank you Jasmine. I love you ~

I thought today is Sat. There goes my weekends again. Goodbye weekends & hello freaking school..

P/s:My new favourite colour is Cream

Not much drama happening in life this week.I passed my days with school, mr.c & sleep. I feel that i am getting lazier & lazier..I need to start studying soon. My one & only paper is starting in June. After which i can throw the books at one side & enjoy my h-o-l-i-d-a-y-s!!! This year June will be so much fun then before.. Super looking forward to it.. Hopes everything goes smoothly.
Next week i am so gonna be flood with lots of projects works again. Super OMG..
Gonna go help fatty play his Ninja Warz.
Goodnight.

I want such beautiful curls too!! I am gonna perm my hair this DEC. I hate my current hair super much thus i'm always wearing my princess hairband to school.. Love using hairband during bad hair days =D For now everyday is bad hair day until i do something about it.
Should i find Zabby or Auntie?? One thing i know for sure. Both are freaking far!!! Why must their saloon be so far.. W-H-Y!!

Happy mama day

Happy Mother's Day Mummy!! Sorry for not celebrating time with you on this special day. Promise to bring you out to eat XLB once i'm free =DD
Thank you for always being there to support me when i am down. I know you always know when i cry alone in the middle of the night but you always pretend not to know. You know the reasons even without asking me. You read me like a book. We always chat like best friends. We talk about everything under the sun.
Sorry for not being able to do you proud like brother does. Sorry for being a failure in this family. I also wish i can do you proud like brother does but i still don't know the path i want & I am still playful..
Thank you for always leaving the good things for brother & i. You are the world best mummy. I still am very willing to wish to be your daughter in your next life. This time i wish to be a clever daughter instead so that i can do you very proud.
I love you mummy very very very much!

so high so crazy

You're good in making me angry & sad. You are also good in putting a big wide smile on my face. Most of the time i hate you but sometimes i fell deep in love with you. Normal conversations/sm-es never fails to make me laugh like crazygirl91.
You don't know how grateful i am being able to call you my fatty boy & meeting your lovely family. You may sucks to the max & behave like a woodblock but still deep down i know you treat me differently from others.
I love you B. Thanks for finding me & willing to accept who i am =)

P/s: You still owe me 10 apple pies!!

I DON"T LIKE BEING HERE!

Pointing my middle finger to fucking projects..
Fuck those break downs & all those things that are not going well.
Now i know why people hate group works.
I thought group work is better but i was so wrong.
It sucks doing projects with people having different mindset as you..
I hate school/exams/tests & newly added Projects!
I am gonna start complaining to Jasmine. Now i understand how it really feels like.
Please be back soon. Need some swimming sessions to get rid of the fats & stress in the mind. Remember to buy me p-r-e-s-e-n-t-s =DD

P/s:Thanks for being there when i need someone to talk to.

Zai nan 2oth bird-day

Love my FAMILY =D

P/s: I am tumblr active again. Click here

FML DAY

I am feeling so fcuk up now.
50bucks flew away but i don't really blame my mum. Just fcuking sad.. Serious fcuking sad & i teared a little about it.
In returned i got 4 bruises on my legs. One of the bruises is the size of a 50cents. It look like there's a lump. It's super swollen. Just a light touch & i can feel the pain.
M said tomorrow the bruises will swell like fcuk. Wish me luck crawling to school early in the morning..
Feeling so down & emo now plus my left leg hurt like fcuk!!!

P/s:It's not a day i wanted or thought about. Maybe it's a wrong step.