I'm confuse & somehow it hurts my mind & heart. I am letting time & god to decide my fate. What's mine will be mine. I am going to focus on my studies now. I need a diploma to get into my dream job!! Shall push relationship the bullshit to one freaking far end. I am not going to go for it again until i am 21. I'm tired of always choosing the wrong guy & shed my precious tears over them. I will be even more independent & study well to give Mummy a better life.