Been staying at home playing nothing but Dota! Dota! Dota! Wo0oo0o ~ I learned many many new heroes & they are so damn cool even though i am still a noob. Hahaha. Thanks friends in Dota slowly coaching me when sometimes i feel that they are puking blood right on the spot =) I will be Nia.Xuan when i think i am good enough to win some guys out there ^^ Whenever with them i will laugh till my stomach hurts & more of all when i pour my troubles to them, they will be always there to help me & cheer me up =D Super nice people i know!! I'm great i know them through Lionel & through Dota =) Don't worry friends i am over him though he is a very nice guy. We just don't have the fate to be together. Wo0o i'm strong! P/s he is not Aaron =) Aaron & i are very good friends currently & forever. We do keep in contact sometimes. I'm great he made this harsh decsion almost a yrs ago & both of us are very happy with our life now =D Time really fly like an arrow. I like 2009. It is the year when i really grow up & first time ever in my life i make many many many new friends =D

I should really watch my weight!! Been eating crazily like no ones business. From D friends i have been complaining i'm hungry & went to eat then say i am sleepy the whole day. HAHAHA. I have a new nick name given by them too =( I don't dare to step on the weighting machine anymore!!!

Told Mei Shan in msn a few days ago:

xiaoXUAN says:
*For me i don wanna regret in my life so i make things happening for me & i enjoy it alot.
*You live only once so don regret =)

I told mummy this too that's why she gave me the freedom & more trust in me. In return i take good care of myself & not doing anything that will hurt her =) Thanks mummy. I really like my life so much better now.