Cool I have forgotten all of my accounts. I seriously need to start mugging!! Anyone wanna study together??? I really hate hate hate POA but it's an important module so freaking no choice. Why I never choose event management when there is no POA & more cute guys =( OFA was doing revision for Excel again for up coming exam on the 26th. HAIS. Got back my result for the BZE test which i studied the wrong chapter. Yay. I got a PASS =p Gonna hand in 3rd report on the 25th. Next week is going to be a crazy week.. No more playing & gonna sleep late.

ST called me minutes ago =D I love her course though it is so damn tiring!! She owe me a DIY T-Shirt if not she can't find a BF & a poster too =D Hahaha. MS!!!! ST wanna eat SUSHI too ~ 2vs1. Gonna postpone your steamboat =p I miss you two so damn much. Lots of chatting to be done!!!!! Weeee~ I am so happy.

Web-camming session with Ah Sai yesterday. She was bored of studying so i stayed & accompanied her. What a good girlfriend i am =) LOL.

Oh my i am loving & hating this person. Who are you?? Just go google & type kidnapbyyou.blogspot.com & you can find me. You don't need to type that whole thing out ==' Thanks for reading anyway =p

p/s: Seeing you happy just keeps me getting even further away from you.

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He is my weakest weakness. Been a long time since i cried because of him until recently when i talked about him & i cried. Today i saw some stuffs, it was truly hard breaking & i cried again. Just what the fuck am i clinging on to? I went google & found old his old blog. I read it through again & again. I was laughing & thinking how sweet he was before. That was all when we are TOGETHER but after when he told me those words, what had he done for me? N-O-T-H-I-N-G. He sent me one sms which i remembered clearly is on Christmas Eve ONLY. That's all. The rest was me contacting him FIRST. It is so obvious he had already given up on me just what am i waiting for?? We had an agreement which was no matter what happened in future. He will chase me back after his army regardless i am single anot. I don't think he even remember it or will even do it. I know his character too well. He don't like to snatch with others plus now he have a gf. I seriously don't think it will come true. I really did think of waiting for him until his army ends but then many factors to consider are WILL HE STILL LOVE ME? WILL HE STILL WANT ME? WILL HE BE SINGLE OR STILL ATTACHED? I really felt damn confusing.. 4years of r/s i really don't wanna let it off just like this but he heartless managed to. I really love & hate him at the same time. I promised to change. I grow so much just because of him! But he don't wanna me anymore. He simply just left me there. Yes i know i don't understand what you were thinking in the past but now i do!! I seriously do. Why are you still so heartless?
You are the reason i broke up with him. You are the reason other guys can't find a place in my heart. You are the reason i changed so much for. You are the MAIN reason why i can't accept other guys anymore. I often dream about you. In my dream we are so loving and i will always hug you damn tighly because i don't wanna lose you anymore & i will keep telling you how much ILY. I guess a dream will always be a dream. How i wish you are as faithful as Kx because i really know my answer if you ask me.. How i wish i have brain damage because it was when i totally can't remember him at all.

I don't think he will ever get to read this.. I am just being so stupid & silly waiting for a heartless guy. Can someone tell me what to do?
Thanks MS for being the first person to see me cry after so long & thanks for making me laugh =D I like the tissue part LOL.