Got back my BZE grade. My heart was pumping so fast when she is giving out my marks!!! I did not get an bloody A. So damn disappointed in myself. I studied till 3am even though it was a last minute thing. HAHAHA. It's the darkest day of my life. Was stress up by my personal problem & yet got lots to study when time is running out. I cried a lot that day..

Pestered OFA teacher to tell us our grade. She said mine was between B & C. WTH. No A again!!! POA & CMB confirm no A =( I don't care i am going to do well for my presentation this FRI. I must be confidence & present my slides well. I freaking want an A damn badly. I wanna go poly!!! Gonna be so damn thick skin & high on fri. HAHAHA. Since my brother can get an 4 i also must get it!!

I wish i could find my Future one soon. I had enough of broken relationship & getting hurts from those dumb guys. There are so many things i wanna complain & cry out to him. Wish he will always be there for me when i am going through my dark period & be there to chat with me.I love chatting with the one i love. There will never be a silent moment. Hahaha. So many places i wanna go & try many new things with him. Just where are you & how long more am i going to wait.

Love by someone you don't like suck while Loving someone suck even more. It's when you can only see him from a far distance =(

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Know what? I feel like cutting my hair even shorter!!! The feeling of not short not long is killing me.. I don't know if i should remain keeping it short or let it grow. I have both negatives & positives for the new hair cut. So Cut or Grow!! =(